I lied to myself again.
I did not manage to forget him.
You all may scold me stupid or ludicrous.
So long le still never able to forget him.
Why make yourself so pathetic?
Why make yourself so sympathetic?
Fuck, I hate this.
I really like him alot.
Somehow one day, i wished that he could tok to me again.
I know it is all my wishful thinkings.